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MrsCoulter · 27-04-2010, 10:49 PM

Please don't judge me on this because I feel bad enough as it is. But my mum was making me rehome my mice tonight because she was going to give them to a snake guy. I obviously didn't want this so I liberated them and took them into the woods and tearfully let them go. I would rather they were wild than fed to a snake!!! Anyway whilst I was saying goodbye to one of them, I killed one

I tripped and trod on her. I will never forgive myself and I am a horrible human being. I know she was ill but I would never hurt any of my mice. So I am confessing this because I know if I don't I will just go and cut and then not feel better and just get even more upset. I hate myself right now more than I ever have.

27-04-2010, 10:49 PM	#1
MrsCoulter {Fighting a War} Join Date: Jul 2009 Location: Milton Keynes I am currently:	Guilt over pet Please don't judge me on this because I feel bad enough as it is. But my mum was making me rehome my mice tonight because she was going to give them to a snake guy. I obviously didn't want this so I liberated them and took them into the woods and tearfully let them go. I would rather they were wild than fed to a snake!!! Anyway whilst I was saying goodbye to one of them, I killed one I tripped and trod on her. I will never forgive myself and I am a horrible human being. I know she was ill but I would never hurt any of my mice. So I am confessing this because I know if I don't I will just go and cut and then not feel better and just get even more upset. I hate myself right now more than I ever have.
	"John, being brave is going where no man has gone before and with Lizzy Stark, that is NOT what you'll be doing!" - Aunt Polly. “I told him I was going to betray you, and betray Lyra, and he believed me because I was corrupt and full of wickedness; he looked so deep I felt sure he'd see the truth. But I lied too well. I was lying with every nerve and fiber and everything I'd ever done...I wanted him to find no good in me, and he didn't. There is none.”