It was quite helpful actually...I was beginning to stop doing it alone at this point...but my partner has a bit of a kink when it comes to blood so we experiemented with some crazy vampyer (sp??) sex... it was fun at the time...but the feelings of sickness and dread the next day sticking the cuts back together made me realise things had changed...I never cared how much they scarred before....kind of made me realise I nwas starting to grow out of it...
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