- Although my parents are divorced , my step mum is amazing most of the time.
- I am the "perfect" child
- I don't have many friends , but the ones I do are mostly awesome.
- I get "good" grades.
- I used to the bubbly , happy blonde one.
- I have a rather secure lifestyle with money
- I pretend to be the strong one
- Everyone thinks i'm in control
- Everyone comes to me for help
- The responisble one
However;
- I feel my grades aren't good enough
- I feel I can never be perfect enough
- My real mum doesn't want me and I haven't seen her since I was eight. Shes a druggie and an alcoholic. I feel I can't ever be good enough , since she didn't want me.
- I was sexually abused at 14 , but I've hid it
- I am actually the furthest out of control that is possible , even though I love it
- My grandads got cancer that is inoperable
- I've never been close to anyone, I always feel like an outisder
- I struggle with friendship
- I find it hard to vent my feelings
- I find it hard to cope
- I have to help at home a lot
I hate pain unless I cause it. I was never "emo".
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