I used to have this feeling - I'd stopped SIing, but still thought about it all the time, so I used to wonder what the point was in stopping at all. I felt like I'd failed. But the longer you resist, the less you will want to. The urge does eventually get less and less, you just have to hang on. Because every time you give in, the urges will come back worse. I know it's hard to, but try and look forward to the near future where you will stop thinking about it so much. x
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