ok so ive been to hospital 4 times all for ODs but had cuts checked out whilst up there.
the first OD was when i was 15, the doctor i saw was really lovely, he was just fantastic, i told him why i did it and he was so brilliant even managed to make me smile.
second OD she was evil, enough said
third OD i was treated like a 5 yr who had just knocked over a cup, when they checked out my cuts they were poking them to see if they would start bleeding.
forth OD, i was up the hospital 10-12 hours and spent an hour of it in a cubical the rest in the waiting room, i didnt once see a doctor just nurses, the nurse who looked at my cuts told me there was no point steri stripping them because i would only cut my arm open again, i was horrified, if i hadnt have been threaterned with them calling the police i would have left. the whole time i was there all i wanted to do is go into the toilet and cut or do worse but if i didnt come out within 5 mins they would open the door from the outside
i hated it
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