Whether I ever stop or not isn't a priority right now. Good or bad, I've come to a truce with SI. I've accepted my cutting, and come to terms with the fact that it's likely to continue for some as-yet indefinite period of time. I don't think of this as a negative conclusion, though. I think, before I can ever seriously consider quitting, first I'll have to come fully to terms with myself as I am, without faltering or hiding things.
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