I think you should change your social worker. I know you've tried before, but now people like the ED team, and some members of the crisis team have seen how your relationship with your social worker, you can get some heads up in changing the social worker. I know you probably have a long-lasting attachment with your social worker, because you've worked with each so long, but you need someone that won't put their feelings into the relationship. It will only bring you down, and it won't help you recover. If you really want to change and be able to cope better, or even recover, you need to have a professional relationship to work on your problems.
About your parents, I know it's hard to say, but I don't think they like to see you you being depressed or the way you are most the time. They would find it heart breaking to see, to see someone they love damaging their body. I know it's not your fault, but I am sure you wouldn't like your brother going through all these problems. I am sure they do worry about you, and its not good to hear that you're not getting on very well with them. I think you need to have a long chat with both of your parents, on building these relationships back. Maybe try and discuss how much you want to get better, but you need their positive mindset to help you, no matter how bad you feel.
I hope i haven't repeated myself.. and if you need me.. you know where Iam. x
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