thankyou so much for replying, it means a lot to me
It was my psych that made me throw away my pills, and yes it was a very large stockpile. I do feel like I have less control, like my "safely net" has been taken away, though I know that doesnt seem to make sense...
I cant go to A&E right now, I could maybe call the crisis team but they are useless and usually just tell me to have a cup of tea or take a bath, not very helpful in short. Plus I went into A&E last week and the outcome was not good so that makes me extremely hesitant to go back; theres not a lot they can do.
Thankyou for sayin I can get through this, I just wish that I could believe it right now, all I can see is blackness and pain.
It just hurts so so much.
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