I've been detached since last week and I am getting back to my normal state little by little, but somehow I still feel numb...I can feel nothing (phisically and emotionally)...before when my detachement feelings were going away I used to begin to feel again, but now I am not...a few days ago I saw a dog being hit by a car and it didn't affect me...I didn't get scared, shocked...I didn't even screamed...I just kept looking at that scene and I felt nothing...
Besides, I am alternating between periods when I have racing thoughts and periods of my mind being totally empty, neither the way I can't seem to focus...a couple days ago I was seated in the sofa for hours staring to the off tv set, with no single thought going through my head...
I am afraid I am getting worse...
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