"You did What?!" She giggles and looks at the ground "i told you K it's her choice" she looks to the ground then back up at me with a mildly annoyed face "I'm watching out for her, more then you're doing! Busy fighting for some stupid.." I leveled my gaze at her and she lost her words "Don't finish that." She looks away then levels an icy glare at me "She's your girl I'm only trying to keep you happy D and all you do is ignore what i tell you" My eyes grow cold but my heart drops and i look to the floor. "Oh, i didn't mean to hurt you." She sits beside me and her familiar energy runs across me like a blanket."I do what i can you know that. Recovery takes time and she's not going to just do it; it isn't that easy you know that as well as i do K" She sighs and looks to the floor "I know i just don't want to see you hurt again" I glare daggers at her and stop listening "I can do this just..trust me K..ok?" She stands and walks by the door "I don't understand i'm here for you and you push me away every time i try to help..you're doing the same things you've always done and you know what it didn't work before! And you know what happened then..You're doing the same thing she's going to do to you just open your eyes would you?" All my ears hear is blah blah blah.."Are you listening?!" i glance and scoff so she continues "listen..ok? cos i'm only gunna tell you this once. when im not here i'm there and i'm still going to talk to her because i think she should know." I continue typing to my doll and i know where she's gone but i don't know if she will talk to her today now, we will just have to see.
I was walking through the tunnel, the lights on both sides bright,with the exception of a few which flashed needing new bulbs. At the end i walk out onto the old road off into the desolate rusted train tracks, worn from weather and left to rot forgotten and over grown. I walk down them for what seems like hours, the moon steadily rising and the path grows steadily invisible. i continue to walk until the moon was just above and my watch signaled midnight. I turned and not 5 feet behind was a person walking towards me. Crimson waves falling about a pale face illuminated by only the moon she walked easily and with grace as if it was not her first time through here. Though I'd never seen her before she stopped just a foot away. Her voice soft almost too quiet to hear "Are you lost?" I looked around and saw that i was no longer on the tracks "yes..it appears i am." She smiles and turns the other way "Come then we'll get you back" I catch her pace and walk beside her "My name is Kendra..wots yours?" I glance at her and my voice shakes a little "I'm Delirium" She turns to me and smiles "well it's nice to meet you so wotchu doing out here?" I laugh and rub my arms nervously "I needed to get away" She doesn't ask anything else so i look at her "Why are you out here?" She looks to the ground "I needed to get away too.." We walked until we came to the tunnel and she turned to me "I live right over there..stop by sometime" I shift on my feet "are you always out here this late?" She laughs then looks around "Uh yeah usually." I look at my watch and see that I'm going to get the lashes for being late again "Well I've got to go..tomorrow then?" She nods and giggles and disappears into the trees and i continue my walk back home.
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