Yeah, I think it can be.
Sometimes I urge in the middle of a day, like when I'm at school, and if I acted on it then and there, then it would be irrational. But more often I think to myself "If I still feel this bad later, when I'm alone, then I shall cut." and more often than not, I don't feel as bad. Sometimes I do, but I think to myself "What would Charli/Steph/Naomi/Nikki/Beth say if they found out?" or I think "I'm too tired to stay awake. If I feel this bad tomorrow then I shall cut." and sometimes I do. Usually I don't. I think it's become more rational then.
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