It sounds harsh, but I decided that I was fine with feeling depressed, I was fine with feeling sucidal and all that. But I felt like a coward for cutting, and it made me feel weak. So I stopped. Just like that. I just woke up and thought "Im such a prat, this is stupid." and stopped. It doesn't mean I dont still feel bad, it just means that there's no signs on the outside. I like it that way.
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