I do have to do this
I'm trying to revise, but it's not taking my mind off it.
All I can think of is the pain and the blood and how much I deserve it.
I probably am... I'm probably triggering someone on this thread besides myself, and then if they relapse it'll be my fault too.
I'm not, I've been self harming for two years on and off, I'm not worth of anything I have, I'm just not worth it.
Don't waste your time on here, there are other people who need help more than I do.
I really don't... I should just leave, I don't want to be like this anymore.
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