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Kitkat :) · 11-04-2010, 03:49 PM

I am a freak, no one wants to know me, no one cares... And I don't, I'm just making people worse.
Well then that might be a while, I'm getting worse and worse as the minutes go by and I'm leaving to go to the park soon... No elastic band or red marker on my arm is going to get rid of this urge.
And in my mind is Ayka, telling me I deserve this because I'm such an unworthy person of life... In some ways she's right... I don't deserve life, there's so many more people who want it more than I do.

11-04-2010, 03:49 PM	#16
Kitkat :) A thousand mile journey starts with the first step Join Date: Oct 2009 I am currently:	I am a freak, no one wants to know me, no one cares... And I don't, I'm just making people worse. Well then that might be a while, I'm getting worse and worse as the minutes go by and I'm leaving to go to the park soon... No elastic band or red marker on my arm is going to get rid of this urge. And in my mind is Ayka, telling me I deserve this because I'm such an unworthy person of life... In some ways she's right... I don't deserve life, there's so many more people who want it more than I do.