[Kitkat :)]

It's seems I have annoyed some people on here as well... Why am I such a failure?
I don't know what I have, but my symptoms match up with DID and I want to help people, probably a bit too much, but that's what I want to to do so they don't end up like me.
As far as you know, you don't know what happened in my childhood.
I was hated by people, I was bullied, and I've been depressed and had anxiety my whole life. My cousin who was the same age as me, did sexually abuse me; she made me play games I didn't want to play, and then when I'd say no she'd say horrible stuff to me... Stuff that I don't want to and can't remember.
My Mum used to push me to be better than I was, even though I couldn't get any better... And she never understood me, and she'd always shout at me for the littlest things, even if they weren't actually a problem.
I'm sorry that I've offended people on here, but you don't know how unstable I am... Every day I feel like I could die, I feel like it could be the end of my life.
I really feel upset that I've annoyed people on here, I can't even build or keep a relationship with people over the internet, let alone the people I actually physically meet up with.
I'm sorry, and I'm off to the park soon, because the thing I want to do I can't do at home. I was two weeks free of SIing... That'll be broken today.
I'm sorry.