[Alchemyst]

things havent been too great recently for both of us. DH and I finally had to go see the Dr. She put hubby on citalopram (for now) and offered me anti-d's but i refused as still breastfeeding of an evening. we also are both getting referred for councelling. hubby's will come through first as he is considered more urgent whereas mine could take many weeks (months?). It feels like a step in the right direction.

We are also having to majorly organise our finances as i was close to going bankrupt but hopefully that disaster is currently averted.

other than that life goes on; our wonderful beautiful daughter continues to be the light of my life and my reason to put on my (now cracking) mask and make as if everything is alright. she is practically running and clmibing, she is communicating far more with words like "here" and "there" and "again" and "yeah". so very exciting.

lots of love to you all xxx alchy