It's what they call a mixed episode, I get them. I feel like I have so much energy but i can't be bothered and don't want to do anything... Does it feel like that? It'll be hard to understand with at first... Maybe looking up bipolar disorder (as you psych suggested it could be that) on the internet may help you understand? When I was diagnosed with depression I looked it up and finally understood why I felt the way I did.
I understand your frustration, I was just coming to terms with the fact that I have depression and may be getting better but then I have to go and see a psychiatrist because of something else. It's natural to feel that way, but try not to let it overwhelm you (I say that because I know what it's like to feel overwhelmed, not just to make you feel better (: ), just take slow steps, day by day, so you don't get ahead of yourself and then feel lost.
That's okay (:
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