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Old 06-04-2010, 03:39 PM   #7
Hollz
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As I said hun, you should go and discuss your concerns with your gp.

I am worried about my so called obsessions, I mean the part of me that is a compulsive liar stems from this, its because I cant accept my own shitty reality, I feel the need to create my own, more interesting and fulfilling lifes. Whether this is pretending im with people or not, its not right - my reality sucks and at the moment, I am trying to tell my cpn and stuff about these issues, its hard to discuss though as I am so ashamed of lies that I have told, and realities I have believed.



Something has changed within me, something is not the same, I'm through with playing by the rules of someone elses game. Too late for second guessing, too late to go back to sleep, its time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap....
Somethings I cannot change, but till I try I'll never know...
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