[quiet1]

i was in for 2 weeks after i had stopped eating and was cutting everyday. i must have told the therapist at my outpatient program that i was suicidal....and she called the freakin ambulance and off i went to the hospital. i was so pissed off at the time but i am so grateful now. they helped me so much at the hospital. anyways...i am having trouble readjusting to life at home. i crave the structure that they set up for me there but i can't re-create it at home.

not sure what i need from this post except that someone out there understands me and knows how hard it is to transition back home. did anything help you get back to a normal routine?

thanks.
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