I went to the hospital today. I felt really bad and needed some help.
I really have no words right now, I feel like crap.
Pretty much the crisis worker said I have to grow up and remember what I've been taught and just suck it up. I miss being in the child/adolescent ward. They're so much nicer there! Anyways, I saw the ER doctor who asked if I would admit myself voluntarily and I said yes. I then had to see the psychiatrist who said that because it's a long weekend here he doesn't want to admit me. Plus I would have to be admitted to the adult ward and that scared me a lot. I've heard some scary stories about the 10th floor. I want to be admitted to the eighth floor where I'm comfortable. Where I know the people.
I was told to come in again if I start feeling bad and they'll admit me.
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