What the others have said, the fact that you really do not need to do anything to yourself that hurts you, is so true. What could you have done so bad that makes you deserve this? I really don't think there is an answer, but maybe you will come up with something. If you want to cut and continue cutting it might be worth getting some external help such as visiting a GP or confiding in a parent/friend. I realise that this is very difficult but sometimes, it is these things that can push us in the right direction.
Take care xx
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