[xxemolollypopxx]

I have been staring at my SI scars all the time. I will do it in the middle of class or even when I am with my friends. No one knows about them yet so they are starting to wonder what I am looking at.I think I just to look at them most of the time when ever I see someone that I dont like or when I feel sad. It used to be only like once a day, but now i seem to be looking at them all of the time.
Is that normal, or am I just up in weird.


And another qusetion I had was... just becuz I si, or sh does that make me 100% emo ( and for the record I do not look like it and dont want to be it some one who knows about them called me i. I hate that label)