i dont know whats going on with me.
im so edgy and snapping at people.
i dont like being this way.
i cant sleep or maybe im afraid to sleep.
i dont know what to do with myself.
ive tried reading but its pointless. i just get angry because i forget what ive read and have to reread everything.
i feel like a little child throwing a fit.
things were going good for me mostly.
and NOW....well....WHOOSH!!!! its all gone.
im close to giving up and just staying in bed all day if only just to lie there and not sleep.
i did that once when i was 17.
i didnt get out of bed for a straight year except to go to the bathroom.
i lived on water and lemons and salt.
i can feel it pulling me back.
please no
please no
please no
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