me too! when i was in hospital i mainly wanted to get out. since though i have been obsessed with my time on the ward. i re-read old diaries, ask friends and family questions about wht it was like to visit me,etc. a year on i'm beginning to put it behind me - i've started to remember some of the bad and not just all the good. I've tried to think of why i miss the ward so much and it comes down to: no responsibility, being looked after, having feelings validated, company and a general escape from who i normally am. i've rambled but just wanted to say you're not the only one!
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