hey,.... i can relate to the adoption situation a bit as i am in a childrens home, so if theres anything you ever want to get off your chest about it then i am more than willing to listen.
you are strong because you have been able to tell us about whats going on in your life. the suicidal feelings will pass, i feel like it alot and i know you wont belive it will pass because i dont when people tell me.
i can relate to the whole "go slit your wrists" as im sure most people on here are, but i know its harder when its your carers that say it. but maybe your mum dosent understand what is going on, and is hurting because she dosent know how to approach the subject... but it still dosent excuse the way she has said things to you.
you had more right than anyone to find that picture and i hope you took comfort in seeing your birth mum.
you really dont deserve any of the hard stuff that is going on. and i am sure you are not a selfish cow. im sorry for going on but i just wanted you to know i can relate.
if you EVER need to talk i am only a p.m away, ok.
take care of yourself, just know im thinking of you xxx
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