*Sigh*
I feel so empty
So emotionless
Just empty
Im not happy
Im not sad
Im just being
I dont hate him
I dont love him
I dont hate me
I dont love me
Just nothing.
It would help if i *could* rememeber
It would help if I *knew* what he did to me
To my body
But I wasn't concious
Just makes it so much harder to deal with
But easier to deal with at the same time
Its as if It never happened.
I know it did though.
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