I am so sorry that all this has happened to you. You didn't deserve any of that and I am so sorry that you have had to deal with so much bad stuff and bad people.
You are not better off dead. You deserve a happy life and you can have that if you work towards it.
Have you considered councelling for your SH and OD problems? I have recently started getting councelling myself for SH and abuse within the home, and as much as it may sound scary or there have been rumours that it doesn't work, everyone is different and it could work for you if you give it a try?
How is everything now?
Hope your okay, stay safe :)
PM me anytime :)
xx
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