I would say that being left [again] is a kind of threatening situation. It sounds like you may have gone into fight-flight mode to protect yourself from the feelings of connection you feel with your counsellor, because in a few months you won't be seeing him again, and that hurts.
It sounds like you are in a constant state of anxiety, aside from this, or rather, in addition to. Can you identify what it is that you worry about each of these things?
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