I want to be able to stop, and I'm not as bad as I used to be, I just really don't want to let him down because he does act like he genuinely cares about me, which not a lot of people do.
I was talking to him earlier but he had to go =( He is lovely though =)
What else can I do to make me feel better? He says I should go to the doctors and they would make them go away and make me happier but I don't know =/
I'm sorry I'm so pathetic x
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