*hugs*
Things will be ok again, and the fact you've written that shows you have hope which is a good sign.
your dream was a one off occurrence that hopefully won't happen again, so for now try to put him out of your mind because dreams are the way our brains unconsciously sort out our thoughts (kinda)
try using germolene or sudocreme on your skin, they might help calm it down abit.
and at least you have friends there for you, if it makes it easier for you try and eat with people, so you don't slip back into bad habits.
hope this helped
[xxx]
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