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:/ can't stop temptation...
The past few weeks for me have been awful to say the least. I went a month without...But shortly after one month, I gave in. I have harmed myself several times since.
I can't get rid of the temptation.
I had an awful day 2 days ago. I've lost trust in just about everyone, and I told my ex and Best friend never to talk to me again and wasn't talking to another of my best mates- I was an awful friend all day...and although they granted me their forgiveness I still felt very guilty so punished myself for it...I didn't punish myslef enough (I thought) and despite my friends saying It was all ok...I slipped up once again...
The past few weeks...I've had many thoughts of suicide. :/
Help! :(
xx
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