I love them in the same twisted way I love cutting, its a physical manifestation of all the crap inside, they're war wounds.
I hate them in that in most company I always have to wear clothes or accesories that cover them, and when Im with friends who I can reveal them with, I have to censor the photos that might go on facebook, because my family or other friends may see.
I hate restrictions, and I hate how bad they can sometimes make people feel just because of what I've done to myself.
Its 50/50.
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