Rachel, STOP putting yourself down!!!!!! You are NOT a bad person. You are the victim of circumstances over which you have had no control.
I know life sucks right now. In fact, it has sucked for many years now. But i have hopes for you Rachel. Sooner or later you are gonna start healing. You are gonna look the demons in the eyes and say "**** you!!!! I want more from life than this!!!"
Don't add to the misery. He's dead. He's gone. And he can never hurt you again. And i can't help to think that if he was truly a decent man then he would have said he was sorry.
*hugglesx you super tight*
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