*cries* *cries* *cries*
ive just heard from my second cousin.
she lives far away in Oregon.
i havent spoken to her in years.
she has sent em an email telling me how sorry she is about Dennis.
Leanne(my aunt who is raising Keith) has told her about alot of things that happened when i was young.
she had no idea.
she has offered to send me a plane ticket in a couple weeks to come and visit her.
she is truly amazing but she moved away long ago to get away from our family. i dont blame her at all.
i want to go and visit her but i just cant. my arms look atrocious. and i feel so out of control. she knew me when i was younger and stronger. when i was the straight A student and had a bright future.
she doesnt know what ive become. *cries again*
bless her.
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