Im not really sure what to say, and sorry :(
Sorry if this is going a little offtopic but:
Originally Posted by
Scaredandalone
for every good thing that happens, there's like a million bad things. But those good things make the bad things worth it. Eventually you'll find a good thing that makes all the fighting
that was well said, and is so true. Something that can truly make you smile or something that give you happiness will melt all the clouds away and makes everything so much better. Thats what you have to keep fighting for, a better day, and a smile, and it will come eventually.
People arent trying to emotionally blackmail you, or im sorry if it comes across like that. But people are trying to help, and would be sad if you did end it all. I know they probably arent the things you want to hear while feeling like that... but if the words make any difference, after a while if you start to feel better you may be grateful for it.
At the end of the day it is yout decision to make, and you are the one that has to fight it and do it for you if you want to. Suicide is just such a final solution...at probably not the best way.
I hope that you can feel better soon, or that you do want to carry on, or the words that people say can help you slightly..... but i am sorry for anything that i have said wrong :( .....just want you to be ok