It's been four months since the last time I cut. I have no new outlet and this is honestly the worst four months I have ever had to go through. Amazing that I haven't reverted to the one thing that has consistently ruined my life time after time. I suppose there comes a time for change and that time was four months ago. I try to look at it from the perspective that if I haven't done anything in these 4 horrible months than I should be able to be cut free forever. We'll see. Good luck to the rest of you as well!
