Hi there,
I'm sorry to hear that you feeling badly enough to be considering suicide, that is a very lonely and distressing place to be. However it is worth looking at other ways to solve your problems, as I am pretty sure it is this situation and these feelings you want out of, rather than life itself.
It sounds as though you feel very lonely and isolated. What evidence do you have that people don't care? It also sounds as though you feel under a lot of pressure from people, even when you succeed. Have you talked to anyone about that?
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