*cuddles* You aren't a loser.
I feel like that alot too. Like i can't look at anything sharp without thinking about how i could use it to hurt myself. Or it's just playing on the back of my mind all day. Urges that stick around despite how much i distract myself...
I know fighting the urges & even just stopping thinking about it are tough - but you will get over it.
Stay strong :)
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