Hey and Welcome to RYL :)
Feel free to chat anytime you need. I'm sure everyone will help and support you if they can.
I think the blood test is just routine and to check for any underlying conditions that could be causing this, and to check everythings ok before they put you on any medication. I had to have one too, so try not to worry about that too much (.....although i hate needles....)
I'm aorry that counselling isnt helping. Maybe if you get put on antidepressants to treat the depression and anxeity it will start to become easier.
If a big part of you hates this and wants to stop then you can fight :)
Its not easy i know....and may take a long time to get there, start to take it slowly and RYL can help as much as possible
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