To stop lying
To be able to wear my muscle shirt around without having a guilty feeling
To stand proudly that I can live with myself without more scars
That my best friend won't feel that he can't playfully rip on me without triggering me.
So that I won't be lying to my soon-to-be grlfriend every waking moment of our reltionship.
So that I can have the confidence that I can do ANYTHING.
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