well, failed completely Friday night, was so excessive with drinking & pills I was throwing up all day Saturday... oh well, every day is a new day etc... I managed 1/2 and hour this morning, but then moved on to constructive distractions instead. I'm usually fairly calm for a coupe of days after a big self-destruction session, so today wasn't too distressing. The trouble is, an hour doing nothing is incredibly boring - probably better in an evening when I'm tired from work. I'll try again tomorrow...
thanks for asking :)
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