OK-i admit sometimes I think that too. but then I realize im 22 and im doing stuff to hurt myself! I shouldbe able to deal with my feelings and problems in a constructive way! i need good coping mechanisms. When i cut once it just makes me want to cut more and more and makes me feel worse. it doeshelp for a little bit but then i feel awfull, and it just istworth it. sometimes i do get in to the midnset that its stupid to quit if it makes me feel better, but when in a more reasonable mind I realize that life would be a lot better if I could just avoid the innerstruggles and conflift that comes with cutting and learn to deal in a healthy way.
if no other reason, cutting is addictive, and it gets worse-you say you aren't hurting yourself "to the point of a health risk, but there could come a point when you go too far and regret it. and do you really wanting to be cutting your entire life? with a job? a family? its such a tiring secret to keep, and I dont knowabout you but I rather work on recovering so I can enjoy lifejust a little more.
Its really hard though I know. Im having a hard time giving it up...
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