although I wouldn't wish this on anyone, it is comforting to know there are others out there struggling with the same kind of things, so thanks. I just feel so old, and I was so damned close to having it all together....maybe I still am.
Bad day today, its the 1st anniversary of my Uncle's death who was the one person in my real world who knew everything and accepted me for who I was and took my side every time. I so deeply miss him ;( On top of that a close friend had a massive heart attack yesterday and is in a coma, so understandably a bit fragile.
Off to see the current counsellor tomorrow, I'm nervous about telling her I think I need to see someone else, hopefully she supports me in my thoughts, but its hard starting again with someone new hey.
Anyway, meds and sauv kicking in, so off to sleep now. Thanks all you lot from slightly different time zones, sorry to be so needy. Hugs to you all, I very much appreciate you.
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