The controls out of my hands - its in the hands of the Police and the CPS.
Even then it just all comes down to my word against his.
So everything is out of my control.
I can't get on with my life with this process going on.
Im more distressed because of the whole police procedures.
Its **** that its happened but I can deal with that. Its not as if it matters anyway.
People always make mistakes - this was just one of them. Its fine.
But its not because I've reported it to the police - meaning that every part of my life has been questioned.
Another 6 weeks I think he's on bail for.. then whats after that? a decision if it is going to court or not.. If its going to court then how longs that going to take? If It doesn't then what's he going to do, we wont be able to suspend him from the centre anymore.
Its another six weeks with my life on hold. Because Its always in my thoughts.
I don't want to go down the route I want to... But I feel so out of control that I just want it to be over.
Whats the point in this whole process if its actually making me feel worse? If its not helping me?
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