Well, I've decided I'm getting help. This is too big an addiction for me to stop on my own so I'm going to my first psychiatrist appointment tomorrow, well today it's 2am here, insomnia's getting worse...
Melchior and NicolaRose, thank you for sticking with me and not giving up. You two are the main reason I am pursuing help, I've finally gotten the courage to make that call. I am very scared as I have a phobia of doctors, but you two (and a few others, so many others i just can't name here) have inspired me to be strong and to get the help I've needed all my life but was too afraid to ask for.
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