It really doesnt matter anymore
I know something is going to happen
It really doesnt matter.......................
It will be tonight
It will be a phonecall to the docs in the morning
It will be a threat from doc of ambulance or husband
It will be a long wait in hospital
It will be the discussion of whether i need to be assessed or not
I will say no, but it will happen anyway
Will I be hospitalised?
Dont care really
Nothing really matters anymore
How do I know all of this?
Because its been said to me.........
Something that noone understands and never will so it seems
Can I stop it?
No
But it doesnt matter anymore does it?
I have a mixed bad of goodies saved for times like this when I can be that good little girl for once and do as Im told!! I can share.....one for me and one for her....sharing is good. I am a good little girl, doing as im told!!
See.....I can be good. I can be accepted. I can be praised. I can be obedient.....I am being good
**** off Rowie
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