Gem i know what you mean, that's pretty much how i feel. 1st time i've been to A&E for this. In some ways i liked it, which is stupid cos i was so scared + it was difficult + stuff. But the only thing [apart from me attempting to give up self injury for Lent] that's stopping me from rushing to do it again is that i don't want to have to make my friends do that for me again + idk how i'd do it w/o them. i'm also scared cos now i know that i can do the same as before + not actually have to go to A&E for it. Maybe i should tell my friends this?
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