hey hun..it must be frustrating to want to feel something that you don't, i can't offer much advice..but i do agree with all of comas post.
it's understandable that being sexual is hard for you. in the past when you've been sexual it has been a bad experience and your mind and body will remember that. so just take it slow and dont push your self to do stuff that you aren't comfortable with.
and sadly maybe you are over your boyfriend..with what you wrote it is obvious that you care about him, but that is different from love, and you can't make yourself feel something that isnt really there. give it some time and be honset with yourself..if you still cant feel that love for him after some time then it would be fair on both of you to go seperate ways..yes it hurts, but people do grow out of love. you've both got a lifetime of loving ahead of you, just maybe it will be with other people.
hope that all makes sense
take care hun and dont be so hard on yourself
xoxoxox
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