NicoleRose:
Thank you, I think what you posted is the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me. I never forget that I have Daniel it's just that he works so much and he doesn't understand how I feel or why I want to hurt myself. I still have nightmares about my bullies from elementary and to be honest <and I've never told anyone this> but I'm still scared of them to this day. If I ever see one of them I'd probly run.
DWT:
You're a very kind person as well, I thank you for giving me some advice, today's just a bad day and I'm really triggered. I miss her so much, and I know she hates me. It's hard for me to make new friends and I'm reaching out to a new one right now. I'm always paranoid if she says she's going to call and doesn't and I dont' want to seem desperate but I need her here. She's the only person that's ever been nice to me and never let me down.