i rlly dont care anymore abnout anything. about what will happen..about death..about anything.
and if you wanna know why exactly i joined this it is because
a) ive been a self-mutilator for three years
b) yes, i am an addict, but im not trying to quit. i specifically in this forum because sometimes i dont know where i am in my addiction. sometimes i need to hear advice from people who would know the best..addicts themselves. i havent joined for petty attention, i havent joined to be told what im doing is wrong because clearly i am aware of it by now. dont tell me im going to die, dont tell me theres death risks, i dont care. just let me vent occasionally, answer my questions when im curious and let me be a ****ing idiot when i want to be.
no harm meant.
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